we stared at them pairing off across the silvercity landing
alien versus predator let us down,
but the scene before us was more than worth the 11.50
we had wasted
laughs and giggles came from a group of girls,
throwing glances and looks the way of our friend.
they hated each other, and we knew it.
the girls turned to leave
suddenly offset by the subtle intentions
that slowly started to fill the air.
the burn
quickened their pace
coming from his eyes
straight into the back of their skulls

Replace Josh Wolfe with a few rounds of Ghost Recon: Advanced Warfighter 2 and this is a prime example of my Friday. With nothing planned and everything to do, I feel contented to do nothing, feeling guilty and anxious when the day has flown to the bone pile. Well, I guess there’s still a few hours left. I’d like to call her. Small victories.

Ever feel out of place? and not just highschool, im talking like everywhere. Yesterday, i’m walking around with crowds of people, all seemingly obsessed with fashion, clothes, outward shows of how cool they are and why you should ‘accept’ (sex) them. judgment is what it’s about, which is why us nerds and weirdos who don’t devote themselves to proving how cool they are to others will feel that way when we’re in that scene.

no expression of truth, no humor. just need for attention or concerted efforts to fool somebody. which is the opposite of the point, I think. art and expression should stick its hand into the depths of truth and human experience and pull up something to bridge the mental gap between us and it.

going off in a different direction, you’d figure that if their “teenage expression” was inscrutable enough, no one could tell them it wasn’t good, because then, they could just say “you just don’t get it.” maybe that’s true. but if you failed to communicate, whether it’s an idea, a feeling, a vibe, then you messed up somewhere. It’s the difference between creating something full of beauty and truth and letting it gush out into the world, and just jerkin’ off.

last night after eight
saw three musketeers on guard
down on 5th avenue
havin a little time out
from lookin for big turk.
rumour has it
he stole baby ruth.
needed some ransom
couldnt wait for payday.
hapend on 5th avenue
boosted her into his caravan
made a break for it
ran a marathon
while everyone was takin 5
the smartie was a silent striker
mint pattie was the only secondary there
and you can’t help but wispa n snicker about it
cuz no one even makes eye contact
wer just staring at her m-azing mounds.

The rumble of the untamed and feral thunder reverberated across the edge of the cliffs where they stood. A subtle whisper responded from the clouds, it’s voice swelling as the rains swept across the escarpment, hortatory glass covering their foreheads. For the longest dry season in years, finally they felt the vitreous of their eyes refilled. Do you think it’s fickle to feel this way?

“Hi, uh, God? Yeah, I’m back again… We’ll see how long it lasts this time.”
“The heavens declare the glory of God;
the skies proclaim the work of his hands.
Day after day they pour forth speech;
night after night they display knowledge.”
-Psalm 19:1